My DuMdUm World

Saturday, January 31, 2004

Yesterday suppose to go clubbing with her again! But she din turn up >_<. Idiot le...
Nvm today ask again.!!!

I feel quite sick. But i wanna go out~!~! Dun care wun die one!
I AM YC!

(0) So Waddaya Think! 6:53:00 PM

Friday, January 30, 2004

Wah last night go clubbing... So long never drink liao. Really feel damn relaxed and shiok.
should do this more often

(0) So Waddaya Think! 9:45:00 PM

Thursday, January 29, 2004

Seldom update liao leh... nobody reads anyway. 2 weeks to ns. ;D

Long time never go gym liao... Slacking. Must exercise at home. >_<

Today know a cute girl. Ah di's friend ;D Wish me luck this time!

(0) So Waddaya Think! 11:21:00 AM

Saturday, January 24, 2004

Haha... Today rain. Today went to newbie house to play cards. At first win... Win about 30-40 then in the end lose back. Lose 20 dollars in the end. Nvm i had fun.

Next wed my ex wanna come and visit me bai nian. I used to think that she had no feelings for me. Ever, but i was wrong. She once upon a time did. I forgot her for like 1 year. Cause i told myself she had no feelings for me. But During december that time, she tell me got. And a lot of stupid things. I feel damn sian. Recently i always wake up with tears in my eyes. I thought i had forgotten. But i can not forget. But i can not be with her also. We are over.

How? I dun think i can be a normal friend. I feel so confused and troubled. I wish someone would just fill her place in my heart. I wish i can really forget her, and forget all the good times. Everyone tell me... Its time to put it aside, she is not that good also. But, it is very hard. I try very hard. i... sometimes feel i am very weak too.

(0) So Waddaya Think! 9:40:00 AM

Sunday, January 18, 2004

Hahaha I going in army in less than 1 month. I keep asking people to go out... Go out more, or else i wun have time after army. But nobody is going out still. Damn, friends is what shit?

Today jam with junsheng they all, my old school friends and ql band the bassist. FUN! But i... today a bit... >_<
sianz. I really miss................................................................

Life must continue. Thanks, i will try to move on.

(0) So Waddaya Think! 8:37:00 AM

Sunday, January 11, 2004

Ahh, God help me. Give me the strength to move on in life. I pray.

(0) So Waddaya Think! 9:55:00 AM

Friday, January 09, 2004

Yeah this is my life. Today went out with 12 and his class. I... dun have group of friends to mix with. Must find some ppl who i can relax with and be myself.

A hundred days had made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
And I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
But tonight girl it’s only you and me

(0) So Waddaya Think! 10:31:00 AM

Monday, January 05, 2004

"My Head"

Where are you now
I want to talk to you
I'm sitting here alone
waiting by the phone

Where are you now
I want to talk to you
if only you were home
I wouldn't be alone
I wait for you

Where are you now
are you just toying with me
do you need me to play
all your high school games

Where are you now
I guess I'll try once more
I don't have much to say
but it's the tenth call that I made
And it's ringing in my head
yeah the last thing that
you said now

I ask you just
what is it you've tasted
your answer's hushed
I'm wasted, so wasted
And all the promises you made
were the others just the same now

I feel so wasted. I quite free nowadays... And my mind keep thinking, thinking of old things that i am trying to forget. I miss having someone by my side, to share my happy and sad times. I guess the time for that has ended. But is so hard to move on... alone...

(0) So Waddaya Think! 10:01:00 AM

Sunday, January 04, 2004

"Counting The Days"

So here I go and there you went...again
Just another stupid thing that I done wrong.
Locked up in my head, knocked down, beaten, left for dead
With all those brilliant things I should have said.
I gotta get away, and find something to do
'Cause everything I hear, everything I see, reminds me of you.

Still counting the days I've been without you 1, 2, 3, 4...
Still counting the days that you've been gone.

Day one, was no fun.
Day two, i hated you.
By day three I wish you'd come right back to me.
Day four, five and six, well I guess you just don't give a shit.
Day seven, this is hell. this is hell.
I gotta get away, and find something to do.
But everything I hear, everything I see, reminds me of you.

Still counting the days I've been without you 1, 2, 3, 4...
Still counting the days that you've been gone.
Still counting the days since you left me. 1,2,3,4...
Still counting the days since you've been gone.

A thousand things I wanna say to you, but it's too late now.
A thousand things I wanna say...
A thousand things I wanna say to you, but it's too late now.
A thousand things I wanna say...

Still counting the days I've been without you.
Still counting the days that you've been gone.
Still counting the days I've been without you 1, 2, 3, 4...
Still counting the days that you've been gone.
Still counting the days since you left me 1, 2, 3, 4...
Still counting the days that you've been gone.
Gone...
Gone...
Gone...
Gone...

So bored... Dunno if i looking forward to ns or not.
I miss you~

(0) So Waddaya Think! 9:52:00 AM